As I start another semester I am once again bombarded by all the things I need to do and buy by a certain time, the reality of a serious lack of funds in my sad little college student bank account, and a schedule so jam packed I feel like I don't even have time to think anymore. In a nut shell, I am starting to feel the overwhelming challenge of stress take over (and those who know me, know that I do not handle this stress thing very well.) Regardless, I am back in Rexburg for another 3 1/2 months of studying history, history, history, education..oh yeah, and a little more history. Don't get me wrong, I love history (I better anyways since I'm now in it for the long haul) but it's definitely a major that requires reading assignments upon reading assignments and writing research papers what feels like constantly so, needless to say, I'm getting a little tired. That finish line known as 'graduation' is close, but seems to be approaching at a snails pace. Now, I realize this all sounds negative, so I should probably clarify by saying I am completely grateful to be able to receive an education at this university, and I know it will all be worth it when I am holding that diploma and teaching in my own classroom... so as for now all I can do is trudge along and take things one day at a time.
I guess the conclusion I've drawn in all of this (get ready for it mom) is that my mom is right. Things are a lot easier taken a day at a time and some things are out of our control so there's really no need to worry about them or let them get you down. Sure, I am still completely overwhelmed and constantly worrying, but everything is going to be alright...it will.
Bring it on semester.
